Monday 3 September 2012

Depression sucks the big kumara

One thing that most people don't know about me is that I (and I hate this word) suffer from depression.

It's been described as the big black dog and sometimes it really is.  Finding the joy in life sometimes seems impossible. 

I have grown so used to putting on the facade for people, so they don't know what is going on under the surface. 

Unfortunately, I'm now at a stage where the facade is cracking big time.  So now I'm getting help.  It's only the first step...all I can do is hope that things become more manageable.